I'm denial about the sins of my fathers
Clustered within a dark place
Securely guarded by illusions
The thoughts of me
Or anyone close to me
Being an inhere threat to self were concealed
I allowed deception to eat away reality
I was a victim victimized by me
Paraded to shame
A state of denial itself
Denying that those close to me were the devil
Denying that that devil was me
And so destruction of the self was inborn and outborn
Inside me and around me
We are defined by two forces
One within and the other without
The sins of my fathers
My denial
Two forces
A definition that make me a me